MY LOVE SONG
Thursday, January 28, 2010
I just read 743362 blog..she is hurt again..in my mind..why is it her again..i wish upon every shooting star..wish her to found happiness..find and found are different..i know she always will have some one by her..but i didn't anticipate that they all left her..why is it so hard for her..i gave her up..because i know i'm useless..or say after that incident..i became a worthless brat..people who knows about us..gave different comments..some say im so rare and long loving..some say im stupid and foolish..what others think and feels..them i don't care..because deep down in my heart..you are the one that keep it pounding..the reason is you are doing well in life..suicide is cowards' great escape..i drop that foolish and immature thinking..got over it and realize something..all i want to do is wait..wait to see you to have found happiness..that alone have gave me courage to live..your everything that i adore..i hoped you remember it all..i wish and pray every moment i remember..the more i wish and pray..the more i feel you being further from me..the more hurt i feel..i hope you receive more love..not from me..but someone you love..letting go is part of loving someone too..its a dilemma issue..got loving someone always hurts..when you parts with them..but if they ain't filled with happiness..why should you hurt your love one longer..when they can soar and find a new heaven..it hurts me so much im teary now..but i will not cry..To Be Continued.. T_T
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